Right
or Left?
I’m Maggie O’Malley, and I’ve
been in the information technology field for thirty years. I’ve been everything
from a programmer to project manager. This profession is extremely structured.
There are programming rules, syntax, methodologies, and best practices. I have
to be highly organized with logical thinking. I’m a planner, a list maker, a
puzzle solver.
I’m left brained.
So being left brained, I plan
everything out before I start writing, right?
Nope. Not me. I usually wake
up and know who my main characters are and how they meet. That’s my first chapter.
After that, I don’t have a clue what’s going to happen next. Most of the time,
I don’t even know who the villain is. My writing is a journey, and only my
characters can tell me what’s going to happen next. Kinda crazy, huh?
I’m totally right brained
when I write. I don’t do it on purpose; it just happens naturally. But I think
I’ve figured out why writing is so
different from my day job. If I plan everything out, if I have all the answers,
then I’ve accomplished my goal. The puzzle is solved; therefore, I don’t need
to make the journey.
Now I admire the left brain
plotters and planners, but plotting would kill my creativity. I have one
critique partner who does her whole story
in outline form. When she’s satisfied with her outline, she takes each point
and expands it. It would take a lot for me to go back and flesh out the
skeleton, because I already have all the answers. I know how the conflict is
solved, so it’s not fun for me anymore. I mean that’s why I write, to have fun.
Now, is my right brained
writing perfect? Nope. I struggle with timelines of stories. I keep telling
myself to keep an outline when I finish a chapter, but I never do it, because
I’m ready to start the next chapter and see where it leads me.
Thanks for having me here
today. Which are you? Are there any centered brained writers out there?
Cat Watson managed to escape from the powerful drug lord
Alvarez and right into the hands of the notorious killer—Rabid Rio. Rio promises
to protect her and her baby if she becomes his mistress.
With no money, what choice did she have?
Rio Wolff has found his mate, and she’s carrying another
man’s child, not that it makes a difference to a werewolf. Cat’s running from
the bastard, and only he can save her. It would help if she’d stop trying to
run away every time he turns his back.
Creed Wolff gazes at the beauty standing in his kitchen and
wonders why Rio has broken the rule never to bring a female home. She’s Creed’s
mate so he can forgive his brother. Now he needs to replace Rio’s scent with
his.
Cat can’t believe she lets both brothers pleasure her.
Finally, she’s found a place where she feels safe, protected, and loved. But
her world crashes when she finds out they have sold her to Alvarez.
Publisher's Note: This book contains explicit sexual
content, graphic language, and situations that some readers may find
objectionable: Ménage (m/f/m), anal play/intercourse, sex with toys, and
spanking.
Rio Wolff took a sip. There was nothing better than a cup of
black coffee, and Fred made the best. Well, maybe a lovely, willing woman was
better, but he didn’t have one, so coffee was it. He took a sip as the rain
pelted a constant tat-tat-tat on the tin roof. It had been raining for two days
making his life miserable. Except for the coffee. He itched to do the job next
week, give him something to do. Keep the skills sharp, and all that shit.
The hairs on the back of Rio’s neck stood on end which meant
that something was about to happen, He never ignored his instinct which meant
enjoying his coffee in peace would soon come to a screeching halt.
An eighteen-wheeler skidded to a stop outside the diner, and
a small woman threw herself from the cab, surely she wasn’t the cause of his
uneasiness. Anything was possible since women were nothing but a pain the ass.
The woman picked herself up, gave the driver the one-finger
salute, and then flagged down another trucker. In the blowing rain, it was a
wonder someone didn’t run over her ass. This close to the Mexican border was no
place for a female to be running around by herself. Human trafficking was a
problem, but if the woman was crazy enough to flag a stranger down, then Rio
wasn’t going to try to talk some sense into her. He didn’t go looking for
trouble. Trouble always found him.
“You need your cup warmed?” Fred asked from behind the
counter.
“Nah, I’m good for now, but you can make another pot. I’ll
need another fresh cup before I leave.”
“You know you shouldn’t sit by the window.”
Fred was right. It wasn’t the brightest idea to be sitting at
the huge window of the diner. After all, he could count the number of friends
he had on one finger, and the number of enemies were too many to count. Dying
didn’t frighten him—he just wasn’t ready yet. Besides, it was hard to kill a
werewolf. Several had tried, and several had died trying. The last time he saw
his shiichoo, Apache for grandmother, she foretold of a woman who would almost
be the death of him. All the more reason he’d let that woman out there in the
rain crawl into another truck. The almost of her warning wasn’t something he
wanted to test.
After this job, he was heading back to the little town across
the border to find the woman who stole his money eight months ago. Hell, even
in his mind that sounded like bullshit. Rio could care less about the money,
but the mystery woman might be his mate. He wasn’t sure. He’d been drunk on his
ass with too many tequila shots. His wolf remembered her soft flesh and
smelling sweet, but not a scent he could put his finger on—yet. Her identity
was a mystery too because she’d insisted he keep the lights off. He hadn’t
cared at that time. He’d just needed a warm pussy to drive his cock home, and
she had one, nice and tight and slick.
And that’s all he remembered.
He’d awakened with a headache, the smell of her sweet sex
filling the air, a dick as hard as steel, and his money missing.
Funny thing was no one at the brothel remembered anything
about this anonymous woman, and he was skilled at intimidating interrogation
tactics. Rio didn’t smell any lies on those he interrogated, so he’d either
been so drunk his wolf had made a mistake, or the people he needed to question
were long gone. Or she was a ghost. Either way, he had to find out.
His hairs prickled again as he took another sip. Gonna be a
shame to waste this coffee. From the corner of his eye, he saw a figure
standing across the road. Even through the driving rain, his wolf eyes saw the
person drag a sleeve across their nose. Because of the small size, it could be
a kid, but he was betting on woman and not from the eighteen-wheeler. Rio
sensed her hesitation, but something compelled her across the highway. The way
he figured it, he was soon going to have the answer to his creepy feeling.
Keeping his head low, he pulled his hat over his eyes as she
opened the door. She warily glanced around and then sat at the far end of the
bar where she could see the two occupants of the diner and the door.
Surprisingly, she didn’t give him a second look. Her clothes were nothing but
rags, her hair a stringy mess, and he was sure there wasn’t a dry spot on her.
“What can I get you?” Fred asked.
Her mouth opened, and then abruptly closed. Rio sensed her
fear and uneasiness. She was probably chilled to the bone.
“I…I was wondering…if you could let me work for food.”
Ah, hell.
Fred wiped the bar in front of her. “When’s the last time you
ate?”
She shrugged. “Couple of days.” Even without being close to
her to smell the lie, he knew. Some people didn’t want to admit that they were
down and out.
Rio cleared his throat, and Fred looked over his shoulder at
him. Rio nodded. Hell, he had more money than God. What was one meal for a
starving woman?
“Okay, little lady. What do you want to eat? I have some
chopped steak and mashed potatoes or maybe a cheeseburger?”
“Cheeseburger would be great…and maybe some fries. I can wash
dishes and sweep up after you close.”
Rio doubted that statement. The woman was at the end of her
physical rope. God only knew her mental state. Was she the cause of his
apprehension? A starving woman wasn’t something to be alarmed about. He’d hoped
that one day he could prove at least one his shiichoo’s visions wrong.
“What can I get you to drink?”
“Coffee, please. Extra cream and lots of sugar.”
Bleh! Leave it to a woman to ruin the best thing next to
scorching sex. He inhaled deep, tried to use her scent to ascertain her health.
A small whiff of ripe peaches floated to his nose above the smell of strong
coffee and greasy food. It was pleasant and somewhat familiar, but hell, he’d
known women smelled sweet, that’s why he loved them, physically of course.
It didn’t take long for Fred to set a plate in front of her
along with silverware, ketchup, mayo, and mustard. After pouring her a cup of
coffee, Fred dumped a pile of sugar and creamer packets in front of her. Rio
could only imagine her belly rumbling and her mouth watering at the smell of
food. Fred grabbed the coffee pot and headed to his table.
Ah, more hot coffee. Just what I need.
“What do you want me to do, offer her a job?” asked Fred.
She wouldn’t take it. He’d seen that look before. Running
anywhere but here. “Sure. Just let me know how much I owe you, and I’ll settle
up the next time I’m through this way.”
“You know that’s a bad deal for me.”
Rio eyed Fred from under his hat. “Yeah? How do you figure
that?”
“Your line of work has a high mortality rate. Collecting from
you is iffy.”
“It’s high for the other guys. Besides, I ain’t dead yet.
I’ll leave you a big tip to cover a couple of weeks, but I bet she won’t stay
long. She’s running from somebody.”
“Hell, we’re all running from something.”
Rio agreed, but he wasn’t going to dwell on it right now,
maybe not ever. The woman carried a backpack, so he wondered if she had a
change of clothes, preferably dry. Most likely, all her worldly processions
were crammed into it. “I’ll leave some extra money in case she stays around.
She’ll need some clothes.”
“I ain’t running no damn halfway house.”
Fred was complaining, but underneath all that piss and
vinegar, was nothing but an old softie. If Rio hadn’t come to her rescue, Fred
would’ve. “I know. If she’s still here when I get back, I’ll take her someplace
safe.”
“Humph.”
Rio rolled his eyes. He was good for his word, but Fred just
liked to give him shit.
“I’m glad I put that cot in the back. She can sleep there.”
That’d work. It wasn’t a motel, but Rio had installed a damn
good security system for this hole-in-the-wall diner. She’d be safe. If anyone
tried to break in, alarms and shit would go off and scare the bejesus out them
as well as alert the cops.
Not that there was anything to steal…besides the weapons Fred
let him hide in the broken cooler. Of course, this wasn’t his only stash house,
but he believed in being prepared and
protecting his one and only friend. Fred was an old Marine
and a werewolf, getting up in years, but he could sure brew a killer cup of
coffee. He chuckled. For that reason alone, Rio would keep him alive.
Her coughing drew his gaze. “There are some antibiotics in my
truck. I’ll get them before I leave.”
“Yes, Dr. Rio. I’ll see she gets them.”
“Kiss my hairy balls.”
“No thanks. I’ve seen your balls, and they did nothing for
me.”
Seeing each other naked before or after a shift was a pack
thing. Fred went back to the counter, and Rio closed his eyes and inhaled his
coffee. Damn, that was pure heaven.
“I have a place you can sleep tonight,” Fred said to the lady
as he wiped down the counter for the hundredth time.
She ducked her head. “I…I can’t stay. I’ll wash the dishes
and sweep, and then I’ll head out.”
“It’s raining. Where are you going to sleep tonight?” asked
Fred.
“I…I have somewhere to stay.”
Sure you do.
Fred shot Rio a look across the counter. The woman didn’t want
charity, just wanted to eat and pay her debt. The real question was why she
didn’t want to stay somewhere warm and dry, at least for one night. She was
obviously in trouble.
Fred turned on the charm. “Ah, come on. It’s just for one
night.”
She shook her head. “Thanks, but I need to keep moving.”
Keep moving. It was a simple tactic of evasion. Keep moving
and hope you’re one-step ahead of whoever is after you. Sometimes it worked,
and sometimes it didn’t.
“Listen lady, it’s none of my business, but your body’s
running on fumes. I don’t want to find you in the ditch tomorrow when I come
into work. You’d give this old heart of mine a reason to give out. Just stay
one night.” Rio had to give Fred credit, he’d played on her heartstrings,
turned the burden around.
She shoved another fry in her mouth and shook her head
furiously. Damn, he hated stubborn women. Why couldn’t they just listen to
common sense? Most were more trouble than they were worth.
Lights flooded the diner, and she immediately stood up, her
eyes rounded like a deer caught in the headlights. “Do you have a back way
out?”
The fear in her voice scraped down Rio’s spine. This was it.
The hairs on his neck stood on end again. Before Fred could answer, the front
door flew open, and four young men slithered in from the rain. Fred moved to
the shotgun stashed under the counter. Rio didn’t take his eyes off the four.
The young men were dressed like thugs with baggie pants, wife beater shirts,
and full of bravado with no brains. It was gonna be a shame to have to kill
them.
“There you are, puta. Alvarez wants you back something bad,”
the apparent leader said.
Damn. Everybody was running from Jose Alvarez. His Mexican
cartel ruled by instilling fear in people, and those he couldn’t scare ended up
unpleasantly dead. Defy and die was his motto. Not that Alvarez was really a
Mexican. He was from Arizona, and somehow used his half-Mexican heritage to
create the biggest cartel in Mexico just over the border, so he could laugh at
the American’s and their drug prevention efforts. Alvarez was below scum, but
he paid well.
“Get her,” the youth said.
“I wouldn’t do that if I were you.” Rio spoke over the rim of
his cup.
The leader spun and glared at Rio. “What did you say?”
“I said…I wouldn’t do that if I were you.” Shame to kill a
boy who was hard of hearing.
“And who’s gonna stop me? You and this old man?” The teen and
his friends laughed. Rio was sure they’d just pissed Fred off by calling him an
old man.
“No, just me.”
Rio pushed his hat up on his head and locked gazes with the
leader. These men weren’t part of the death squads or the enforcers; they were
young, low-level dicks with shit for brains.
“You? Just you? Ain’t nobody that good.”
The leader hitched his head, and the others grabbed the
woman. She didn’t scream or cry which was a good thing because crying grated on
his soul. Her fear was strong, assaulting his nose, ripping a hole in his gut.
His wolf was pacing, getting antsy about something, but he didn’t have time to
dwell on it.
“What do you want her for?” Best to find out why these boys
were gonna die.
“She belongs to Alvarez.”
Belongs like property, probably treated worse than the dog.
Good for only one thing.
“Hey, I know you,” the leader said. “You’re Rabid Rio.”
He didn’t miss her sharp intake of her breath and knew if he
glanced at her face, fear would be there. It didn’t take long for her panic to
reach his nose. So she knew who he was.
Rio hated that name except in times like this. These punks
had no idea how rabid he could be when an innocent was involved. “Then you know
you don’t want to fuck with me.”
“But you’ve worked for Alvarez before. I know you don’t want
to fuck with him.”
Rio didn’t give a shit that this was Alvarez’s woman. She
obviously didn’t feel the same way, so there was no way in hell he was letting
them take her back.
“You’re not taking the girl. Now which one of you wants to
remain breathing so you can tell Alvarez that Rabid Rio said to leave her
alone?”
“You’re kidding, right?” the leader asked.
Rio shook his head. Kidding wasn’t something he did or even
knew how to do.
“There’s a reward for bringing her back.”
Rio didn’t doubt that. Alvarez had plenty of money and
thought it could solve any problem. Sure Rio had taken Alvarez’s money to do
special, odd jobs, but so far, Rio’s conscience was intact.
“The way I see it is you have two options. You can walk out
the door without the girl and live or you can stay here and die.”
Indecision crossed the boy’s face as well as his friends.
They were in a no-win situation. If they went back to Alvarez, he’d surely kill
them because they didn’t die trying to take the woman. And if they were stupid
enough to try to take the woman, there was no question they would die. “The
best thing you can do is leave and pretend you didn’t find her.”
Fear was a wonderful thing. Now this thug had to figure out
whom he feared most. Rio always figured that fearing the closest threat was the
best option, but shit-for-brains probably wouldn’t figure that out.
“Nah, man. I can’t let that money slip away.
Wrong answer.
Rio waited. He saw the fear replaced by determination in the
young man’s eyes. Rio didn’t particularly want to kill them, definitely
wouldn’t like it, but at some point in everyone’s life, they had a choice to
make. The men’s lives for the girl’s. Punk boy was making his choice, and Rio
made his.
Rio planned on living up to his name tonight. When he got
into that mode, he was like a rabid wolf intent on finishing the job at all
costs. His eyes narrowed as he waited. Calm moved over his body. Acute
awareness pulsed through him. The soft hum of the overhead lights, a single
drop splashing in the coffee pot, the hostage’s ragged breath.
When the leader reached for his piece, Rio hesitated until it
cleared the thug’s back. Then he drew and fired three times. Three young men
lay dead on the floor. The fourth pulled the girl in front of his body, a
pistol aimed recklessly at her head.
Her eyes rounded with fear. She looked like she was going to
puke up all that good food.
“You want to be the one to give Alvarez a message for me or
do you want to join your very dead friends on the cold, hard floor?” In Rio’s
mind, it was a no brainer
The guy’s gaze dropped to his dead compadres. “No,” said the
lone kid. “You’ll let us walk out the door, or she’s going to die.”
The teen and his hostage inched toward the door. Rio took a
sip of coffee while he waited. All he needed was a few inches of that ugly
face, and the youth would be dead. Over the rim of his cup, he saw her eyes
narrow. Oh, shit! What was she going to do? Stay calm, little girl. In a smooth
move, she pretended to stumble, and Rio didn’t waste the opportunity. As the
bullet sent the man careening backwards, the woman broke free and charged for
the door.
“Why is she running?” Rio asked Fred. “I just saved her
life.”
Fred glanced at the carnage on his diner’s floor. “You’ve
killed four men without leaving your seat at the same time you’re sipping your
coffee. Hell, you even scared the shit out of me. Or maybe she’s afraid of the
Rabid part of your name. Or maybe you’re just butt ugly.”
Rio stood, holstered his pistol, and stretched his back to
ease the tension. “I’ll go get her, and then I’ll help you clean up this mess.”
“Be careful. She’s armed and dangerous.”
“What?” No way.
“Yep, she pilfered one of my best steak knives.”
Rio grinned. “Thanks for the heads-up.” He pulled his cowboy
hat down over his eyes, buttoned his duster, and stepped out into the pelting
rain.
Damn, women sure were a pain in the ass.
10 comments:
I'm both actually. I'm a chemist and math gal by day, but I write at night.
I keep spreadsheets and outlines of my work and my timelines because I need to know where I'm going so I don't lose a stray thought or idea. And so I don't mess up something big during a series.
But as I write its very creative. Even during the outline process I let things come to me and I try not to force it.
Using both sides of my brain helps me. :-)
Thanks for hosting me today.
Maggie
I keep stray thoughts on a voice recorder. I guess I'm lazy.
Maggie
I am abolutely right brained when it comes to writing. Characters just show up.
Hi Maggie! :)
Thanks for sharing your writing ways with us today. :) I'm not sure which I am--I've never tried my hand at real writing, so who knows? :)
I'm looking forward to reading this book--it sounds great. Two guys "fighting" over you? Yum! LOL.
Enjoy,
TBQ
TBQ's Book Palace
Hi Book Queen,
Thanks for stopping by. You might be a blend of both.
Maggie, your article completely describes me. I too have worked in both the IT and Financial industries my whole life and I plan everything EXCEPT my books. For some reason it just never worked but your logic makes complete sense! Congrats on the release!
Thanks, Toni. I'm glad you're like me. I really believe that creativity comes from one side and structure comes from the other.
I'm a blend of both. I also try to write a outline before I begin writing, but I wind up spending more time staring out of the window, lol.
But I do have a rough plan of what will happen in my books. And I do know a fair amount about my characters before I begin writing.
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